Right & Ripe

Who you are to me. The air I breathe. My eternity. My king. Having some bad days.. Watching myself.. age, hair gray.. Feeling myself growing older with you. Wiser. Committed. I have fully submitted. Strong. A forever bond.  Friends laced with passion. Have your back. No matter how high the stack.  I’m ALL in. Over […]

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Just Existing..

Wow.. Lonely. Pain. Heartache. The rain.. Never stops. Catching myself constantly watching the clock.. Tick toc. Tick toc.. An ice house. Icing myself out. How much can I stand? When will I make my stand? Time waits for none. That’s what they say.. But, I believe it stops for some. Literally in its tracks. Long […]

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Food for thought

Mine, I wish you.. Could hold me right now. Rock me to sleep.. Rub my head.. Whisper in my ear.. Tell me you love me.. Show me you love me.. I wish.. I could wake up tomorrow morning to your eggs.. Sliced tomatoes.. A couple of grapes.. I miss you. I wish we could lay […]

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FAITH

Pyramid kisses.. Late night wishes dropped deep into a well. Missing you like crazy. Living in a living hell. What dreams become.. Praying for a miracle from the Gods above. Please Lord won’t you save me.. Bless my families broken heart of hearts. We can get through anything. But, ALL this is tearing us apart. […]

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2010 in review

The stats helper monkeys at WordPress.com mulled over how this blog did in 2010, and here’s a high level summary of its overall blog health: The Blog-Health-o-Meter™ reads Wow. Crunchy numbers A Boeing 747-400 passenger jet can hold 416 passengers. This blog was viewed about 3,500 times in 2010. That’s about 8 full 747s. In […]

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Intent

Tears held in eyes.. Emotions on the rise. I continue moving. Forward. I use forward as my guide. My intuition on watch.. My third eye. Hides in the bluff.. Locked on your position. Downloading.. Your true intention. For you refuse to spit it out.. I’m not trippin, scream it, shout it! Blow out your lungs.. […]

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Day Dream

Do I care if I die..? Really.. I find myself asking myself this ALL the more often. Most days.. I don’t think I do. Most days.. I’m so beyond tired. I feel ready. Like hurry up won’t you already! Heavy heart. Emotions tearing my insides apart. How much more I continue to wonder while I […]

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