Wow.. Lonely. Pain. Heartache. The rain.. Never stops. Catching myself constantly watching the clock.. Tick toc. Tick toc.. An ice house. Icing myself out. How much can I stand? When will I make my stand? Time waits for none. That’s what they say.. But, I believe it stops for some. Literally in its tracks. Long […]More
My most intimate Memoirs. Originally, ghost written.. But, F%$# that THIS is my life. I AM MAHRIAH Follow my journey. One day at a time.
Pyramid kisses.. Late night wishes dropped deep into a well. Missing you like crazy. Living in a living hell. What dreams become.. Praying for a miracle from the Gods above. Please Lord won’t you save me.. Bless my families broken heart of hearts. We can get through anything. But, ALL this is tearing us apart. […]More
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Tears held in eyes.. Emotions on the rise. I continue moving. Forward. I use forward as my guide. My intuition on watch.. My third eye. Hides in the bluff.. Locked on your position. Downloading.. Your true intention. For you refuse to spit it out.. I’m not trippin, scream it, shout it! Blow out your lungs.. […]More
Do I care if I die..? Really.. I find myself asking myself this ALL the more often. Most days.. I don’t think I do. Most days.. I’m so beyond tired. I feel ready. Like hurry up won’t you already! Heavy heart. Emotions tearing my insides apart. How much more I continue to wonder while I […]More
The pain shall dissipate.. Believe and wait.
For when the time comes you’ll be the first to know. For now my Dear Daughter, Sit back and watch yourself GROW. Look at yourself. I can vividly see your halo giving you that gorgeous golden glow. Your my daughter. I made you to perfection. This is something you should know. From a Father to a Daughter. I designed you just as you are.More